28/2/11 -
i went to ur house. i am abt to leave. all eu gave was a hug. wanted eu to pei me to lift(which is just right outside ur door), you refused. i went home feeling disapointed. messaged eu. dunno for wad reason eu got angry. i was sad yet again.

29/2/11 - i working with a broken heart, eu called and hang up the phone on me again. i asked eu. but eu nvr bother to tell me wad's wrong. i tried to make eu happy. tried to let this go. i asked eu in a cheerful way to meet in the afternoon. but eu told eu, eu don wan to see my face. hurt yet again. wad can i do. but seriously eu are xiao qi. or else eu wont get angry over me saying eu xiao qi. haish... worst part. eu told me... told me that i'm useless... now i finally know wad eu think of me. maybe i should just end my life. no point for a usless guy like me to stay on earth. and more important. a usless guy waste ur life. maybe i should just die. the earth will have 1 lesser useless guy. and eu can go find a more useful guy