how long are eu gg to cont lying to me? how long do eu intend to hide? how much do i really worth to eu? how much do eu really love me? why... finally... finally i understand how eu feel and wad eu think... i am nth but a pig in ur heart... not even worth to be a human in ur heart... nvr intend to marry when eu have accepted... lying to me everyday even till now... how much longer are eu gg to lie... to me... to urself... i choose to trust eu... but eu lied to me... i lost the confidence in love... loss hope in love... in everything... and i loss trust in you... most impt... i loss trust in myself... loss the love... loss the dream... loss my future... i'm just a guy who cant succede in anything... cant even give joy to the one i love... it seems i'm really useless... a usless guy forever...

Today, the day i'm hurt most... the day... i finally sees the truth... the day i given up on hope.... given up on love... dissapointed... dishearten